So... unfortunately my beloved doggie died the other day, less than 24 hours after a surgery that was presented us as a routine one and with not many complications. It was so unexpected and it feels so unreal and unbearable... my family is literally devasted, he wasn't a dog, he was part of us. 6 years have not been nearly enough... neither for him to go already, neither for us to say goodbye to our baby, cause we all treated him like a child. I've never felt so hurt in my whole life... and i had my fair share of deaths and pains in these 24 years so far. I long debated whether to make my usual graphics post tonight or not... but what would have been the point in skipping it? That wouldn't have given me my puppy back anyway :( And in the midst of all the suffering i'm going through i'm trying to hold on the usual things in my life... otherwise i stop living; basically all those icons had already been made last week, the last ones were made while i cried just to keep myself busy. That's why i decided to do this, and keep iconing, and so on... to have something 'concrete' to hold onto. I'm grieving nevertheless and i don't know when this pain will go away... but he used to lick my tears in the hardest moments of my life and i bet he wouldn't have wanted 'his mommy' to cry 24/7 so... here we go. But he was my life, everything i got, and i don't know what to do without him =/

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01-10 AFI: "Medicate" music video
11-55 The Used: "Artwork" lyrics
56-109 WWE:
56-65 Smackdown! 10/16/09 (The Miz, Y2J, Mickie James, CM Punk)
66-78 Raw 10/19/09 (DX, Cody Rhodes, Jack Swagger, Randy Orton, Ted DiBiase, Centon)
79-84 Smackdown! 10/23/09 (Mickie James, Michelle McCool, CM Punk)
85-96 Eve Torres
97-109 Mickie James

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( i know that it's true that i'd rather be anywhere but here without you )

I'm very, very, very excited to post these icons today cause i've been working on my brand new show obsession (The Secrets Life etc) and on one of my fave episodes of Merlin! --Speaking of, CAN'T WAIT to make the ones with Lancelot :D Too tired to type anything more after all what i just typed below so... enjoy, enjoy, enjoy! lol. Until next time xoxo (PS: Thanks again for the get well wishes, i'm doing much better now! <3)


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01-45 The Secret Life of The American Teenager: Episodes 1.01/1.02/1.03
46-110 BBC Merlin: 2.02 "The Once and Future Queen"
111-196 WWE:
111-121 Matt&Ashley
122-128 Smackdown! 09/25/09 (CM Punk)
129-147 Raw 10/05/09 (divas, Mickie James, Centon, The Miz)
148-170 Divas (The Bella Twins, Melina, Mickie James, Layla, Eve Torres)
171-176 Smackdown! 10/09/09 (Eve Torres, CM Punk)
177-196 Raw 10/12/09 (Y2J, Legacy, John Cena, Mickie James, The Miz, Jillian, Evan Bourne, etc)

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( Sad sad sight before the so so eyes and they're heavy for the weakest of minds )

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...As promised, here we go again :) Thanks for the 'get well soon' messages guys, i appreciated them <3 I'm still not healed, still in the middle of the process of trying to find out the exact diagnosis etc... but i'm doing better than then; and i hope i'll regularly see you in two weeks cause that would mean i kept improving in meanwhile :) Also cause i have a lot of different things i'd like to work on (Merlin season 2, a couple of music vids, etc) hence i hope i'll be able to do that. Anyway finally managed to catch up a bit on this wwe work and so... hope you enjoy it! See ya next time!

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01-24 Smackdown! 08/28/09 (Jeff Hardy, CM Punk, Maria&Eve)
25-31 Smackdown! 09/04/09 (CM Punk)
31-32 Raw 09/07/09 (Y2J)
33-41 Smackdown! 09/11/09 (CM Punk, Undertaker)
42-53 Summerslam Party (Maria, Dolph Ziggler, Carlito, Eve Torres, Melina, John Morrison, Jeff Hardy)
54-59 Christian's Summerslam Diary
60-78 Superstars of the Day (Evan Bourne, Jeff Hardy, The Miz, John Cena, Randy Orton, Gregory Helms, CM Punk)
79-99 Raw 09/14/09 (Trish Stratus, Y2J, Mickie James, Legacy, Batista, Randy Orton, Evan Bourne, etc)
100-108 Smackdown! 09/18/09 (CM Punk, Eve Torres, Cryme Tyme, Y2J)
109-119 Raw 09/21/09 (Evan Bourne, Centon, Lillian Garcia, Mickie James, etc)
120-125 Eve Torres
126-132 Mickie James & Tiffany

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( so lose your past, i'm sure you'll find it's in the way all the time )