So... unfortunately my beloved doggie died the other day, less than 24 hours after a surgery that was presented us as a routine one and with not many complications. It was so unexpected and it feels so unreal and unbearable... my family is literally devasted, he wasn't a dog, he was part of us. 6 years have not been nearly enough... neither for him to go already, neither for us to say goodbye to our baby, cause we all treated him like a child. I've never felt so hurt in my whole life... and i had my fair share of deaths and pains in these 24 years so far. I long debated whether to make my usual graphics post tonight or not... but what would have been the point in skipping it? That wouldn't have given me my puppy back anyway :( And in the midst of all the suffering i'm going through i'm trying to hold on the usual things in my life... otherwise i stop living; basically all those icons had already been made last week, the last ones were made while i cried just to keep myself busy. That's why i decided to do this, and keep iconing, and so on... to have something 'concrete' to hold onto. I'm grieving nevertheless and i don't know when this pain will go away... but he used to lick my tears in the hardest moments of my life and i bet he wouldn't have wanted 'his mommy' to cry 24/7 so... here we go. But he was my life, everything i got, and i don't know what to do without him =/

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01-10 AFI: "Medicate" music video
11-55 The Used: "Artwork" lyrics
56-109 WWE:
56-65 Smackdown! 10/16/09 (The Miz, Y2J, Mickie James, CM Punk)
66-78 Raw 10/19/09 (DX, Cody Rhodes, Jack Swagger, Randy Orton, Ted DiBiase, Centon)
79-84 Smackdown! 10/23/09 (Mickie James, Michelle McCool, CM Punk)
85-96 Eve Torres
97-109 Mickie James

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( i know that it's true that i'd rather be anywhere but here without you )

Hey there :) It was a long time ago since i posted my icons on Saturday night (and who cares lol) but tomorrow there's a football match of my favorite team and i'll watch it on tv, so i'm here tonight! Hope you're all doing great, i'm okay-ish! Trying to stay positive but it's not always easy cause i miss my best friend like crazy! Anyway i always try to look at the bright side and so i'm trying... someday it goes better, someday it goes worse! This morning i decorated my Xmas tree, i love it! It's all blue and silver! :) I'm pretty excited about the upcoming Raw, i'm so looking forward to it! Trish, Lita! And OMG Evolution's reunion!!! I TOTALLY CAN'T WAIT ABOUT THAT!!! Btw still no Shannon at Smackdown, boo to that! Now i leave you with my icons and i'll talk to you soon! *hugs f-list* take care guys! :)

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01-35 The Used: Text Only from "Lies for the Liars"
36-169 WWE:
36-57 Smackdown! 11/23/07 (Edge, Torrie, Hornswoggle, etc)
58-102 Raw 11/26/07 (Y2J, Jeff Hardy, Mickie James, etc)
103-104 Ecw 11/27/07 (Kelly Kelly vs Layla)
105-122 Smackdown! 11/30/07 (Edge, Hornswoggle, Kenny, CM Punk)
123-169 Raw 12/03/07 (Randy Orton, Y2J, divas, Maria, Jeff Hardy, HBK, etc)

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( it took so long to stay you walked away from me when i need you )